Crash

CRASH,

Sounds of broken things

Shattered

Broken pieces fill the bodies.

I had a dream

A dream believing I could be in love.

Not what love is, I found you,

You built a wall for me to lean on and now I understand that love is a beautiful creation.

Love is like your best friend

Love is your paradise while your own mind becomes the battlefield.

Love is an emotion you choose

BUT

We all know how that ends…

PAIN

Pain is your new emotion.

Something you learn to accept because you are defeated.

Being defeated everyone realises you.

It sinks and pushes every aspect of love away from you.

Happiness you lose

Love you lose

Friendship you lose

Peace is also lost

You try to put pieces together

With a superglue but it falls and breaks into more pieces

Superglue failing its one and only job.

They laugh and I laugh too

Because that’s how I learnt to cope.

Each day purposely drags allowing one pain to get deeper.

Haha

Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me.

Change

Yes it’s change.

I’m feeling different, I feel the flowers grow into something beautiful

The pain cleaned me

The pain warned me

The pain taught me

The pain made me independent

The pain made me strong

The pain made me unstoppable.

I’m not ashamed anymore

I want to be proud

Kill ‘em with kindness they say

And I must say I’m very good at that.

Fear holds me back still but I fight through it because I’m a fighter.

Hope is still there… Somewhere.

It’s NEVER too late to learn

It’s NEVER too late to change

It’s NEVER too late to stand up

It’s NEVER too late to try

It’s NEVER too late to BE YOU!

Be strong, even if you don’t feel like it because someday you’ll understand my reasoning. It’s not just a story, it’s my life.